The Poetry Bin

Consequences

2011-05-28T02:09:00.003+07:00

And up she rose
Once again
Shot in the head
My actions laid bare.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand, zēteō hodós - Seeking After The Way - The thoughts and considerations of one man seeking to know God more, legō zōē - Speaking of Life - Musing about life and the situations life brings. Experiencing the good and the bad ...

Waiting

2011-05-27T02:08:00.003+07:00

Sidewalk sealed, a place to stand
A place to sit and ponder
Who may go and who may come
Gun resting loose in it's holster.

Hayden Andrews

Human Nature

2011-05-26T02:05:00.006+07:00

How can we become any more of a product
Fantasised of deprived minds?
Is there a limit to how far we can go?
A limit to our imagination?

Hayden Andrews

Down Hill Slide

2011-05-25T02:02:00.006+07:00

It was a problem before, some chose to say
But that was absolutely nothing compared to today
And I can't imagine, in times to come
How things could possibly become more undone.

Hayden Andrews

The Town

2011-05-24T02:00:00.006+07:00

A place of fancy once before
But now it's all gone
An empty town.

I ride in to find, having heard
That everything I dreamed
Would there be found.

And there it was, lacking not
Everything on offer
For a price.

But now I return, a new man
Just passing by
Nowhere land.

Hayden Andrews

The Source

2011-05-23T01:54:00.002+07:00

A pool to fill, many taps to choose
But only one is meant to be.
The rest look good, the pool never full
Current state wins, a mirror needed
To find the tap to fill that pool.

Hayden Andrews

Dry

2011-05-22T01:52:00.006+07:00

An empty channel, a place to flow
Arid and dry, begging in thirst.
The desert is dry and the thirst is real
A state of being real and true.
But more is promised, more is meant to be
A vessel filled and flowing over
Life, alive, radiating out.

Hayden Andrews

Watching

2011-05-21T01:50:00.003+07:00

Looking glass, looking out and seeing in
A fish in a bowl, works both ways.
Blind to the other and open to stare
Entertainment in what might happen next.

Hayden Andrews

The Sorrow of Parting

2011-05-20T01:48:00.002+07:00

For a moment, just a moment
A light found and lost in a day.
Disappointment soaks through
As agendas fork in the path
A moment of love and unity lost forever.

Hayden Andrews

Empty

2011-05-19T01:46:00.003+07:00

A loaf of bread, hollowed out in the middle
Nothing left than an aging crust and empty soul.
Stuffed and packed, yet nothing fills
To replace what should still be there.

Hayden Andrews

Truth

2011-05-18T01:43:00.007+07:00

Eyes show the soul, but not always so
When pain and protection hide the truth.
Still the truth will not remain buried
As a river will not remain dammed.

Hayden Andrews

Live!

2011-05-17T01:40:00.004+07:00

A spirit alive, character real, true and rare
Maybe false or maybe part of the game.
But a seed of truth, evidence remaining pure.
Be free! Grab hold of life and let your spirit be free.
If you can, trials will come
And out of them a reward when proven true.

Hayden Andrews

Unfaithful

2011-05-16T01:37:00.000+07:00

Married guys, for a moment free to embrace a daughter's friend.
A squeeze here, a lingering touch, a stolen kiss ....
Tomorrow back home to a waiting wife.

Hayden Andrews

Breath

2011-05-15T01:34:00.000+07:00

Stillness of spirit, a quiet place despite the noise
As breath is taken in, drawing awareness even deeper.
The world dims it's reality for just a moment
It's time to breathe again.

Hayden Andrews

Ass

2011-05-14T01:32:00.000+07:00

Lord forgive me for when I am an ass
For when I'm pissy with people - my fault
Lord, help me to love to exclusion of myself
To lay it all down for those you love most.

Hayden Andrews

Sold

2011-05-12T01:25:00.000+07:00

Sweet as a button, selling her things
But I'm sold on the same as before
No need to try but to live the same
Essence oozing as character does
Nothing hidden, just living life.

Hayden Andrews

Brandish, Forbid, Manage

2011-05-11T20:24:00.001+07:00

Without a doubt my worst yet ....

A sword he did brandish
A guard's way to forbid
But when faced by a great army
Managed their takeover bid.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXL: Brandish, Forbid, Manage

Prostitution

2011-05-11T01:22:00.000+07:00

A place so large, not so beautiful
And yet patrons find what they are looking for.
Sex is sex and friendly is nice
No matter the package, the soul, the life.

Hayden Andrews

Waiting

2011-05-10T01:19:00.000+07:00

An escape found, silence among the noise
A lonely place among girls all his
He sits with a new friend either side
And yet all he cares, all he wants
Is to express his love for the one he waits.

Hayden Andrews

Drawn

2011-05-09T01:14:00.000+07:00

Rushing out, to a sound
A scream of joy draws my soul.
Who is it that beckons me so
Drawing to death or to new life?
I know the answer and still I rush
Not wanting to miss what is promised to me
And yet I know not, from who it comes
To whom the shout comes to me from
And yet I rush on, eyes wide closed
Leaving all behind for the sake of ...

Hayden Andrews

Joy

2011-05-08T01:12:00.000+07:00

Sing a song and sing it loud
An expression of heart, experience true.
No matter the words or even the tune,
Go crazy and experience the river in you.

Hayden Andrews

Nice Shirt

2011-05-07T01:09:00.000+07:00

A new white shirt goes with anything
And you look so great in it
But can you keep it clean so that in six months
You might still look half decent.

Hayden Andrews

Jitter, Thin, Grace

2011-05-06T15:50:00.000+07:00

With extreme grace she crosses the street
Obviously coming my way.
Tall and thin, impossibly so,
It looks like my lucky day.

No case of jitters, without fear,
Closer now her beauty clear.
She opens her mouth and there it is,
Another of Thailand's lady boys.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXIX: Grace, Jitter, Thin

Faithless

2011-05-06T01:05:00.000+07:00

A soul laid bear, a heart given freely
Only to one who deserves and owns its cost
But fear that day, when the dark they choose
And what seems right is to share that which hurts.

Hayden Andrews

The Void

2011-05-05T01:02:00.000+07:00

Lost in the void of misunderstanding
Whether here or there or even what for
Things that were, now sucked away from sight
No reason, no meaning, seemingly no way back.
Is all that was now lost forever?
Or does this void lead somewhere? Sometime?

Hayden Andrews

Lost

2011-05-04T00:54:00.000+07:00

The girl with spirit, the life of the party
Has no meaning, no life, has nothing.
She's the pretty young thing all the boys go for
But she hates love and is blind to those who love her.
Sexy and pretty she easily draws her crowd
Everyone willing to take a piece, she has nothing left to give
And at the end of the day she wins her game
And yet takes no money, no number, no love, no life ....

The girl with spirit, the life of the party
Has lost her life and fears any life that comes her way.

Hayden Andrews

Ara

2011-05-03T00:49:00.001+07:00

Ale is beautiful,
Life and energy bubbles forth
Attracting all around
And winning all that she finds.

An infectious smile
A glance well given
But I also know her in the day.

Not just the life of the party
But I have learned to love,
Whether sick or sad or scared or hurt
And even when broken hearted.

Hayden Andrews

Pierced

2011-05-02T00:47:00.000+07:00

A bolt darts this way, aimed at my heart
A steady stream of energy passing through
Locked in, the laser shows the way
My heart, my eye, hurt again and again.

Hayden Andrews

Current State

2011-05-01T00:43:00.001+07:00

The cows stand eating, towering above
Having side stepped and sidled into place.
Alone I lay, shaded from the sun
Fearing to be eaten or treaded to death.

Hayden Andrews

Keeping Cause

2011-04-30T00:39:00.000+07:00

Next month, back again I hope
Has my heart moved or am I following fun?
The food I'm sold, sometimes sweet and sometimes bad,
But my tent sits, surrounded in long grass.

Hayden Andrews

Playing It

2011-04-29T00:33:00.000+07:00

A woman who plays pool and can play well.
Done as sexy as if she played sax or surfed the waves.
She needs a jeep and a dog to walk
But in the moment, a cue and some balls is all she needs.

Hayden Andrews

Relish Foolish Mercy

2011-04-28T03:06:00.000+07:00

I am a fool on a foolish journey
Those watching relish the thought that I might fail.
Without mercy, they plan my demise
Judgement already made well ahead of time.

I would agree, that, yes I am
Except that faith lives strong in me.
And so I push on, into the unknown
So glad not to be blown by their foul wind.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXVIII: Foolish, Mercy, Relish

I'm Not Finished

2011-04-28T00:33:00.000+07:00

Sitting in the collection zone, beer unsafe
One moment there and the next it is gone...
My fault? They know I'm sitting here!
And now an ageless dilemma,
To order anew or demand what is mine.

Hayden Andrews

Knead, Melt, Cleanse

2011-04-27T23:27:00.001+07:00

Rain falling, kneading dry dust,
Melting away the day's heat,
And cleansing yesterday's impurities.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXVII: Cleanse, Knead, Melt

Cleanse, Melt, Knead

2011-04-27T23:26:00.001+07:00

Cleanse my heart, Lord
Melt away the hardness, a wall against the world.
Take this clay, an offering to you,
Knead out the mud and make something new.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXVII: Cleanse, Knead, Melt

Evident Tragic Illusion

2011-04-14T11:07:00.000+07:00

All that is evident, outcome of choices made
Only an illusion required by pride's falsehoods
Happiness of a hardened heart, a tragic way forward.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXVI: Evident, Illusion, Tragic

Peculiar Adamant Fabrication

2011-04-11T00:05:00.001+07:00

She chooses to fabricate reality
Adamant that her creation is true.
An attempt to own all that she wants
And control those she lords over.
This peculiar method of achieving her goals,
Imaginations at the expense of others,
Is nothing more than rampant destruction
Bodies left fallen in her wake.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXV: Adamant, Fabricate, Peculiar

Loud Persuasive Riches

2011-04-01T17:45:00.002+07:00

Personal path chosen, character over riches
Choices made towards a potential eternity
In the face of the loud persuasive argument
Of common sense
Given by those who only know all that they know.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXIV: Loud Persuasive, Riches

Dual Identical Volley

2011-04-01T17:42:00.000+07:00

Six identical little girls out to play,
Bows in hair, sweet smiles, innocent and sweet.
Cute as buttons they dance and glide,
dressed alike, arm in arm, there to beat.
Hard as nails, dual intent,
Thai regional champion volleyball teams.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXIII: Dual, Identical, Volley

Trying

2011-03-21T21:53:00.000+07:00

Dressed up fine, up to the nines
Extraordinary to see yet lacking one thing.
Always so fine to see and again I will,
But still falling short of the package sold.
As she walks and moves, everything is in place
Except one thing avoiding the perfect 10.
For who she is, I love her so,
Wishing her to give up all that she is not.

Hayden Andrews

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Reminders

2011-03-19T21:50:00.000+07:00

An older version, the same person as before
Different country and different language.
I'm not put off, I know what I see,
I recognise the spirit that I've seen before.
What to do - to treat them the same?
Or to respond to the situation that I find them in?

Hayden Andrews

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Mellow Breeze Tickle

2011-03-19T00:48:00.001+07:00

The warm mellow breeze on a hot sunny day
A joy after yesterday, so cold.
Like a lizard I embrace this new day of promise,
To sun myself and receive new strength.
The sun washes over me, heat soaking deep inside,
Refreshing my soul and life's energy.
A myriad of sparks dancing over near dead flesh,
Tickling my being with life's excite.

Hayden Andrews

Christian Resource and Information Directory, Life in Thailand

For: 3WW CCXXXII: Breeze, Mellow, Tickle

Inappropriate

2011-03-17T21:46:00.000+07:00

Affection shown, a slap from behind
Love for what, seemingly from nowhere?
A plan to action, a result to obtain?
Or an expression of what is real
Inappropriately put into play?

Hayden Andrews

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The Play

2011-03-15T21:43:00.000+07:00

She came from nowhere, forever to stay
Taking that which was not hers, yet willingly given.
Nothing done or said, but spirits entwine
A longing empowering, but surprisingly not mine.

Hayden Andrews

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Blast from the Past

2011-03-13T21:38:00.000+07:00

A face I recognise, a reminder of love
A moment re-encountered, discovered once again.
But she holds no memory of who she was before,
The experience all mine, impossible to share.

Hayden Andrews

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The Gift

2011-03-11T21:08:00.002+07:00

Eyes on an amazing gift
How awesome it is.
I don't deserve it, but love it I do
Every moment thinking of being with it.

How amazing for me to get
Something so precious.
It's nothing I deserve and all that I need.
For this I can live for the rest of my life.

Who gave it to me? Now, who was it?
Eyes fixed on the gift or the giver?

Hayden Andrews

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Words vs Experience

2011-03-09T15:53:00.001+07:00

Astounding revelation
It blows my mind.
But to share will dilute
Understanding in experience
You had to be there.

Hayden Andrews

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Wearing

2011-03-07T15:28:00.000+07:00

A body, meant for the display shelf
Lays in the basket, used and discarded.
Meant for a special occasion,
For life, and longer if time allows
So easily shared and abused,
A feeling of love.

Hayden Andrews

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Human Spirit

2011-03-05T15:26:00.001+07:00

I sit and watch and I sit and wait
As spirits draw and souls touch.
Is it? I wait, I watch, I feel
And then spirits meet,
For a moment united in love.

Hayden Andrews

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Greater Loss

2011-03-03T15:18:00.001+07:00

$25 once lent, repayment avoided,
Not realising that money is not all,
And so much is lost to save a penny.
A penny saved and a world of benefit lost
The penny taken to the bank
A profitable day nonetheless.

Hayden Andrews

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Unknown Cost

2011-03-01T15:17:00.002+07:00

Soul seeping, it leaks out
Sold at cost for little profit
Sometimes even given for free.

Only a little more each time
The difference hardly noticed
As death slowly settles in.

Hayden Andrews

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Precious Doll

2011-02-27T15:15:00.001+07:00

A doll on the shelf, aspirations
Left alone, unaltered
But an income must be earned,
More soul given at little cost.

Hayden Andrews

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Miss Cambodia

2011-02-25T15:12:00.001+07:00

Incredibly beautiful and easy access
Limits are set with no clues given
Unknown if available or not
Protecting what's left ....
Not much!

Hayden Andrews

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Empty

2011-02-23T15:08:00.002+07:00

Emotionally spent, all run dry
No tears left, no smile to give
What's left is so beautiful
Superficial covering of nothing else.

Hayden Andrews

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Not So Close Second

2011-02-21T15:04:00.001+07:00

An ode to a girl, found but lost again.
Everything as desired,
But not who I promised myself to be.
Amazing and more besides, but nothing of value found
Only a shell, a resemblance,
Of that which I already have.

Hayden Andrews

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Beauty

2011-02-19T15:01:00.001+07:00

I meet so many people everyday
And for every person, so wonderful, so amazing,
I want to write a poem to express something of their beauty.
But there are no words, how can there be words enough to express
The beauty of every person I meet?

Hayden Andrews

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Songkran

2011-02-17T14:59:00.000+07:00

Aranya, I love ya,
Songkran, the multi-day New Year's.
Any day short and we do it again,
Throwing water and sexy dancing.
Who cares who you are, all are as one.

Hayden Andrews

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My Sign

2011-01-31T17:05:00.002+07:00

A sign given, a comfort from God,
But only to be maintained by me.
Oh what a task, to constantly renew.
Why, this burden, must I bear?
Which do I prefer?
To maintain the sign of the promise,
No effort needed to help the saviour?
Or to be free of a simple task,
And to own all that which I can never solve?

Hayden Andrews

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Marriage

2011-01-30T17:00:00.011+07:00

A life has been set, a life set in motion.
No way back, the only way is onwards.
As lives meet and merge, amalgamating as one,
New life is found and life lives on.
A new creation, a new being, with no way back.
But some will try, to undo that which has been fixed,
And life stalls as two pretend a life anew.
A void created, a wall-less jail,
Until the truth is embraced,
Life submitted to that which will always hold true.

Hayden Andrews

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Moment of Freedom

2011-01-29T16:57:00.000+07:00

Oppression of poverty bears down,
It weighs down so heavily.
There is no freedom, no let, no give,
As it consumes all else.
But a moment given, if a small freedom found,
And life is revived, no concerns to be had,
As a lifetime is lived in that single moment given.

Hayden Andrews

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Worthless Tool

2011-01-28T16:54:00.000+07:00

We've laid low as things have gone down,
Out of depth and over our heads.
Nothing to hold and nothing to lose,
To grab hold and not let go, worse than death.
So death we embrace, that's all we have,
As those who will do, will do as they will do,
Our lives of no meaning, more tools in hand.

Hayden Andrews

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A Handful of Sand

2011-01-27T16:48:00.000+07:00

We've paid the price and walked the mile,
We're claiming that which is ours.
The ground work was laid, but not our own,
We were sold on that which we bought.
And now here we stand, naked and alone,
Sold a promise of nothing more.
You sold us and gave to us and now you've taken everything back,
We want what's ours, before it all passes away.
We've paid the price and We'll pay again,
Just give back what you promised us.

Hayden Andrews

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Sales

2011-01-26T16:43:00.000+07:00

The aim, the game, to sell with charm but not too far
She applies all that God has given her.
Signals given, sale made, a natural conclusion reached.
A response is returned, surprisingly warded off
Hard to get or a sale yet made?
Let's fight for what we paid for.

Hayden Andrews

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Hidden

2011-01-25T15:54:00.001+07:00

Hard as nails for all to see
A tattooed fighting systems specialist?
But what lies beneath, actions or not?
Or a heart known only to God and one?

Hayden Andrews

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Waiting

2011-01-24T15:54:00.002+07:00

Appeal now lost, a choice well found
Committed to remain lost for a time
Lost to all, hoping to be found by one
Not an aimless hope, but a hopeless aim ...

Hayden Andrews

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Treasure Chest

2011-01-22T12:55:00.005+07:00

Collection of nothing, gathering potential
Collection of something, sitting around
What may be found, hidden beneath
Treasures unknown or things long dead?

Putrid air; a reak, a smell
Willing not to find what may lay dying...
But discovered, we may find a beauty long lost
Waiting, longing to be restored.

Hayden Andrews

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In Search Of Silence

2010-02-04T11:50:00.002+07:00

Beyond the storm,
Where blue sky
Still cradles
The morning sun.

In the clearing,
Where shafts of light
Hold back the shadows
Of the ancient wood.

Beyond conflict and pain
And the inhumanity of man.
Beyond duty
And this journey
That has seemed so long.

Beyond the history
That has brought me
To this sacred place,
This spiritual sanctuary.

This peace,
This silence,
This love.

Chris Roe, Norfolk, UK

For more information on Chris' own self-published collection of poems, entitled "In Search of Silence", please visit www.silentflightpublications.co.uk

Eternal Journey

2010-02-04T11:49:00.002+07:00

As the crimson flame of life
Breaks slowly
Above the horizon,
The white, frosted meadows,
With trees and hedgerows
Of sculptured ice,
Speak loudly
Of your presence.

Once more
Upon this journey,
As another day begins,
Without effort
Or intrusion,
Through the peace
And tranquillity
Of your silent voice,
The moment becomes eternal,
And the journey
Begins again.

Chris Roe, Norfolk, UK

For more information on Chris' own self-published collection of poems, entitled "In Search of Silence", please visit www.silentflightpublications.co.uk

Silent Flight

2010-02-04T11:43:00.004+07:00

In the silence
The clarity of your voice,
Climbs high
Upon the eagle's wings.
The chains of doubt
That imprison my soul,
Fall away beneath my feet.
In the freedom and majesty
Of the sentinel's gaze,
Faith is strengthened
And hope returned
To a weary heart,
Upon the silent flight
Of eagle's wings.

Chris Roe, Norfolk, UK

For more information on Chris' own self-published collection of poems, entitled "In Search of Silence", please visit www.silentflightpublications.co.uk

For Love

2010-01-23T00:06:00.003+07:00

A place to return to
Will I be recognised?
Admired? Celebrated?
Nothing lost if not
But that is what I am here for ...

Hayden Andrews

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All That

2010-01-23T00:00:00.003+07:00

Silly, foolish, showing off
A toy, tool, out for show
Seen, observed, intended such
The winner loses to all but one.

Hayden Andrews

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Beautiful Sorrow

2010-01-22T23:50:00.003+07:00

Loneliness and sorrow
Are delicately beautiful.
They're just magnets for the depressed, nonetheless.

Dark eyes and hopelessness
Lure the depressed; impress the oppressed
We're often obsessed with what we can't possess.

Isolation and depression
Go hand-in-hand
When you're too far away
from where you should stand.

People's manners questioned
all forms of metaphysics.
A depressed, pitiful, lonesome,
oppressed, hypocritical caste system
is the world we live in,
living, only to sin, repent
and commit them again.

The world's ambiance
is faint with joyous ominous;
A hypnotic, contagious
spellbinding, infectious rhythm
Mesmerizing hallucinations
echoed like the voice of the phantom.

Forever entrapped in a form of procrastination.
Reverting back in different dimensions.
Ricocheting self-glorification and masturbation
as a manifestation of catholic biblical religious damnation,
faithful hypocritical salvation
and free will new world interpretations.

Procrastination isn't a vital disease
But like any religion
it will bring you to your knees
Until you're "So Far Gone" you're almost deceased
Angel's Cry, can't you hear their melody?

Loneliness and sorrow
Are delicately beautiful.
They're just magnets for the depressed, nonetheless.

Dark eyes and hopelessness
Lure the depressed; impress the oppressed
We're often obsessed with what we can't possess.

Mauricio G. Aviles
Copyright. Promoting Mir Mundialmente 2010
Mauricio G. "Consigliare Saluzcion" Aviles

This is Not a Secret

2009-12-16T12:33:00.004+07:00

This is not an answer,
this is not a secret;
the I Am concealed Himself,
but now is ever with us.

You're reading between the lines,
you're feeling that there's something more,
when you open the book to explore
who you are...

And there you find Him,
and then it seems you've lost Him again,
but He's ever with us...
but we are in this world
in these times,
experiencing--
a famine of truth
because we cannot see past the day.

like I said,
this is not an answer
this is just a note
to remind you, that you're finishing
and that's all that matters.
Stand By Him.

When your strength fails.
He's with you.
More than you think.
He's with you,
and you won't sink...
if you keep reaching out.

The only secret is that He
answers faith, not just need,
So read for that.

Lis Carpenter
The "In Love There Is No Fear" Blogspot.

Why?

2009-09-30T09:42:00.002+07:00

Why do most people hate me?
Why do they treat me so bad?
Why do people ignore me?
Why do I feel so sad?

Why are most people so cruel?
Why do they treat me like I'm a fool?
Am I so different from the rest?
Or, is this one of God's tests?

Why do I feel so angry inside?
Why do I feel to run and hide?
Why do I feel like no one cares?
Why am I crying? Why all these tears?

Kamilah Bass

Being with the Lord

2009-09-28T08:39:00.001+07:00

In all I think and say and do,
I long oh God to honour You,
For beyond earth, there's a place where I can see,
Your kingdom, filled with Your glory.

Very soon, oh Lord, will be the end of time,
When all Your children and I,
Will reign with You, forever on High.

Then, everyone will bow and proclaim,
"Glory be to Jesus' Name!"
This is why my life down here,
Without You Lord, is meaningless and bare.

So, thank You Lord, for filling me,
Now, I'll be with You for eternity,
Where, there'll be no more pain, no more tears,
No more evil thoughts, or fears.

Kamilah Bass

Everyone

2008-02-27T15:12:00.004+07:00

My life has seen so many faces
Many I forget; interesting or not
When I think of the people I must've met
I've seen most everyone on earth

But I forget most people every day
Whether face or name or both
But God blows my mind when he says
That he cares for each person most.

Hayden Andrews

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Grow

2007-12-12T12:08:00.002+07:00

When I was just a baby,
mamma rocked me to and fro.
but now it's the wall ruler
to check me as I grow.

I remember Dad would say
you're growing oh so tall.
I remember Mamas whispers
it won't be long at all.

Now that I'm a big kid
I wish that I was small.
When Mama used to rock me
before I got so tall.

But, I will never forget it
she held me in her hands.
I shall never regret it
for now, I understanz...opps!

William T Hannaford

Blessed

2007-10-31T13:32:00.003+07:00

I am blessed for having believed
Having committed my time to come
For he judges not my past; good or bad
But my life, faith, hope and trust.

Hayden Andrews

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Hand in Hand

2006-12-19T17:43:00.002+07:00

God can do it, and do it he will
But he seeks for us to try.
Not on our own, but in his strength
Allowing for him to take over.

It doesn't make less of that which I do
As long as his way to me is better
For he finds pleasure in my faith and my hope
As a father is proud of his children.

Hayden Andrews

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Wisdom

2006-11-28T21:37:00.002+07:00

A wise thought, falling far short
Sadly to be left behind.
But in the right place, one may understand
That same word could answer all.

Hayden Andrews

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Take a Moment and Listen

2006-10-31T08:54:00.001+07:00

Still. Come find an answer quietly heard
If a breath, a pause, be sacrificed
Strive and find the key; a good plan
While wisdom's low voice is lost.

Hayden Andrews

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The Sand Claims

2006-10-04T12:25:00.001+07:00

So many dreams,
Too little time,
Why so inventive my mind?

I may not even do half that I plan,
But without the right resource,
It's all spilt in the sand.

Hayden Andrews

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More than you could dream

2006-09-21T15:07:00.002+07:00

Expectancy based on what has been
Possibilities from perceived ability
Seemingly open to all that could be
Secretly limited by life's humanity
God is good and he will
Give more that you expect him to..

Hayden Andrews

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Aptly Named

2006-09-12T09:48:00.002+07:00

Charmed with sweetness
Heaven's gift received
Alive with life
Revitalising spirit flows forth
Intrigued, entranced
Tormented to discover
Your secret of your character.

Hayden Andrews

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Stepping Up

2006-09-07T10:43:00.001+07:00

I know you wouldn't leave me
I know we would try again,
But something holds and scares me
From stepping out in faith.

Longings of the heart, and longings of the mind
They might not coincide.
So I must choose which to follow,
And which to force to die.

Lord, draw me near to your heart
Share with me your dreams.
That I may grab a sense of that
Which is your dream for me.

Entrust in me; have faith I pray
That you might find in me
The hope you have for my life
Will yet be fulfilled in me.

Alive in death, my soul does cry
As to death my life does put.
For all I have in me is loss
Compared to God found in me.

Hayden Andrews

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Crushed

2006-09-04T11:23:00.001+07:00

Each of us, destroyed might come
Fear, by hurts, induced.
To become that which we do abhor
As that hateful life draws near.

Hayden Andrews

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Separation

2006-08-23T13:30:00.001+07:00

Our days together may be few
and your touch a memory,
we'll share stories from afar
and laugh together at a distance.
Yet our lives will always be connected
in the embrace of God
You in Him
I in Him.
And finally death will not part us
but rather join us
forever,
where nothing separates,
no tears are shed
joy and eternal laughter
will be ours.

Nicky Matthews

Friends?

2006-08-21T13:37:00.001+07:00

What an awful friend!
After a friend, he's made
The mate does choose to steal her favour.
For he can not lose,
Even to a friend
Even that which he didn't desire.

Hayden Andrews

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Lost

2006-08-16T09:12:00.001+07:00

Lead me in the way I should go.
I will follow.
Strip me of what is chaf,
I will endure.
Take all of me, leaving nought my own.
In you I'll trust.
Destroy my body, dreams and life.
Just leave me your gift of faith.

Hayden Andrews

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Lord, Teach us to Pray

2006-08-04T12:06:00.001+07:00

Our Father which art ...
Now, that's a good start,
But what's this 'in heaven' part?
We need you down here,
Coz we get in such a pickle sometimes.

Hallowed be thy name.
Yeah, I think of ME some,
When 'Thy kingdom come'
Is the broader picture.
Help me to get my priorities right
In my prayers - in your sight,
Coz we think too much of our own need sometimes.

And, Thy will be done
On earth as it is in heaven.
Now, that might sort out a few problems.
But give us this day is a must,
Coz I'm completely bust,
And we got to get our daily bread sometimes.

And forgive us our debt's
Yes please.
As we forgive our debtors.
Which reminds me of Jim Setters,
Coz I've had a total gutsfull of him sometimes.
He borrowed some things.
Now they've taken wings,
And I think I'll be waiting a lifetimes.

Andleadusnotintotemptation,butdeliverusfromevilforthineisthe
kingdom,andthepower,andtheglory,foreverandever.Amen.

No, not amen!

Dear Lord, if you'll forgive me please,
I'll get down on my knees,
And pop back to that 'bread' thingy.
Bread as spelt M_O_N_E_Y
You see, this very hour,
They're going to cut off the power,
Coz I haven't paid my electricity bill sometimes.

'Amen.'

Christian Gedge

5 Loaves & 2 Fishes

Hopeless

2006-07-31T13:28:00.001+07:00

Endless given, less than endless life
A dream consumed by a life of hope.
Where naught of each becomes, to find
Nothingness, but longingness strived.

Hayden Andrews

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Last Concern

2006-07-26T10:45:00.001+07:00

Will I become that man so old,
Looking for a friend.
His life, he's ended, purpose lost
As in loneliness, he drowns.

For a friend (or a woman)
Is so easily lost.
So we must find a relationship, bigger
To stay with us until the last.

Hayden Andrews

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Fulfilment

2006-07-21T09:07:00.002+07:00

For what reason to live
Or need we choose a mission to grab hold of?
Can we wander through our lives
Nothing important done and feel a job done well?

For some people do choose
To reject their life, only enjoyment will do.
But, one day will we need prepare
An answer, and make good of what we've said?

Hayden Andrews

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Where The Fault May Lay

2006-07-17T09:19:00.002+07:00

The center of my sin is me,
But which part of me is that?
To Lucifer or I to blame
Today's embarrasment of honour.

But to acknowledge the third party
Does attribute the glory
And as God can not sin,
My sin I accept as mine.

Hayden Andrews

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Battle Within

2006-07-06T07:32:00.002+07:00

My desire, my actions know not of
(Mind included there).
As my soul and spirit, nature does fight
My will I choose to favour.
For what's most strong, must win at last
And on that I will endure,
For my God is that - my strength
To conquer the foe with in.

Hayden Andrews

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Acknowledgement

2006-07-03T12:49:00.001+07:00

Sins were forgiven upon barren rock
watched by friends, lovers, those who refused to accept
upon that rocky outcrop, blood spilt
my life built upon their pain.

Sue Holt

Poetry reflecting life's journey, A Poetic Testament Of Life

People

2006-06-27T07:20:00.001+07:00

A plane, a gate, a check in line
Many classes considered one.
As all need to find a flight
The rules include everyone.
All the same - we're forced to be
To relate or to reject.
A glimpse of a life, not yet known
Can be found - a word just shared.

Hayden Andrews

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Available

2006-06-20T11:21:00.001+07:00

I have discovered a new thing
Seems obvious yet I didn't know.
For God knows his will; his mind
And to second guess his, not mine.

So instead of trying to do my all
To do those things I think
Are what he'd do if he were here,
A different tact it's time to try.

I need to pray what God does plan
The things he has in progress,
And what I can do to help him out
In this way, my service give.

Hayden Andrews

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Goals

2006-06-16T08:35:00.001+07:00

I may not have many years left,
My memory may go,
I may pass away tomorrow,
Or un-able become.

But what do I wish to leave?
For what will I be known?
Do I want to make a name,
Or acheive my own goals?

Or do I want to give my life
In service unto God.
For him to use all that I am
For his purpose and desire?

For in his will, I do trust
His knowledge where all is known.
He can use me to my best
So fullfilling my purpose in life.

Hayden Andrews

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Life's Focus

2006-06-14T07:32:00.002+07:00

Time - what do we do with it
What priorities to set
Our focus is made all but clear
By our use of the time we have left.

Hayden Andrews

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